Daydream Diary

Becoming a Spiritual Baddie (With God Leading the Way)

There’s a version of me that has always been drawn to magic.

Even as a little girl, I was curious about witches, energy, and the unseen. It wasn’t something I talked about much—but it was always there, quietly pulling at me.

My Godmom, Sherri, saw that curiosity early on. And she tried to protect me from it.

She would warn me about Ouija boards, about opening doors you can’t close. I remember her even making me watch The Skeleton Key—as if to say, this is not something to play with. She made me promise I would never use a Ouija board.

And I kept that promise.

She passed away not long after, and of course… the thought crossed my mind. That tiny voice that wonders, what if I could talk to her again?

But deep down, I knew—that wouldn’t be her. And I’ve always trusted that feeling.

But here’s the thing…

Even with those warnings, even with that fear—I never lost my connection to the spiritual side of myself.

It just… evolved.

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Becoming a spiritual baddie isn’t about having all the answers—it’s about creating a routine that feels aligned with your faith, your energy, and your intention. Whether you’re exploring tarot for beginners, building a spiritual routine, or learning how to balance faith and spirituality, this journey looks different for everyone. For me, it’s about staying grounded in God while also embracing mindfulness, reflection, and intentional living.

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Now, my relationship with spirituality feels grounded, intentional, and safe. I don’t seek control—I seek understanding. I don’t chase power—I lean into purpose.

These days, my practices are simple but meaningful:

• Pulling one card daily from my Wisdom of the Buddha Mindfulness Deck by Matthew Smith
• Pulling one from my Legendary Ladies Goddess Deck by Ann Shen
• Lighting incense (I’ll link a few of my favorites here)
• Cleansing with sage
• Working with crystals
• Setting intentions for the day ahead

✨ I’ve linked the two decks I use, along with a few of my favorite incense options, in case you feel drawn to explore them as well.

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And yes…

I use the cutest little fairy incense holder—she has soft green wings and this whole earthy, forest vibe that makes the entire ritual feel so much more intentional.

It’s the kind of detail that turns a simple moment into something that feels a little magical.

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Every morning, I ask for guidance:
What do I need to know today? What will help me move through this day with peace, clarity, and purpose?

And I listen.

Now let me be clear about something that matters deeply to me:

I believe in God. I am a Christian.

And at the same time, I also believe in Buddhist principles—mindfulness, presence, compassion. I believe that Buddha understood he was not God, but that his teachings align beautifully with living a righteous, intentional life—one that reflects the kind of life the Bible calls us to live.

To me, these beliefs don’t conflict—they complement.

I believe God created this world with intention… and that includes the tools we find within it.

Crystals. Energy. Stillness. Reflection.

I don’t see them as replacements for faith—I see them as extensions of it.

And above everything else…

I believe in intention.

I am very intentional about what I put out into the world. I don’t move with negativity, because I believe that energy returns. Call it karma, call it consequence, call it spiritual law—it’s real to me.

So I choose kindness. I choose growth. I choose to align myself with light.

Not perfectly. Not every day. But intentionally.

For a long time, I kept this part of myself quiet.

Because people didn’t understand it.

Because I knew it might be judged.

Because I didn’t want to have to explain something that felt so personal.

But I’m in a different place now.

I’m learning how to be fully myself—without shrinking, without filtering, without needing approval.

And if I’m being honest… it feels freeing.

If you’ve made it this far—hi 🤍

Maybe you understand this feeling. Maybe you’ve also felt caught between worlds—faith and curiosity, structure and intuition.

Maybe you’ve been quiet about it too.

And if that’s the case… just know you’re not alone.

Not anymore.

This is just the beginning of this part of my story.

I want to create a space here for these conversations—for exploring spirituality, intention, faith, and everything in between.

So if this resonates with you, stay tuned.

And if there’s something you want to talk about, explore, or ask…

Drop a comment. I’d love to walk this path together 🌙✨



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